Wer mit Ungeheuern kämpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Und wenn du lange in einen Abgrund blickst, blickt der Abgrund auch in dich hinein.
He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.
My mother is a psychopath. I moved to the provincial capital to get rid of her. However I ran into another psychopath and had blackouts. The GGZ Friesland didn’t really care about my story. They just wrote “schizophrenia” in my files to get money from the insurance company.
Later a psychiatrist questioned me: “You’ve said you are Jesus, haven’t you?”. I replied that friends of mine say those kind of things in the pub. He replied: “That is a delusion, you understand?”. In fact, several people have been saying this since grade school. It was on MTV in 2001. Nowadays I have over 600.000 likes with an islamic reform plan I’ve discussed with psychiatrists. There have never been any problems with it.
At some point I quit medications after consulting my psychiatrist. However around this time I also started working on the quran. Due to the very different nature of the quran as I translate it I had blackouts again. At this time I was working in Amsterdam. A criminal walked into my hotel room claiming he was a psychiatrist, but he had no identification he could show me. He threatened me. I’m still not sure whether he was with the mafia or the GGZ.
Because my stalkers had been calling my employer and stole paperwork from my house I decided to wait for help. A case manager from the GGZ came by my house regularly, but didn’t do anything. At some point I ran out of money. I panicked and got put in a psychiatric ward. I told the man working as spiritual support: “It’s a total mess out there but they can’t get in.”.
The psychiatrist in training said I had schizophrenia and people came up to me with medications. When I asked them what the medication was for, they said: “Just take the medication”. When I asked the psychiatrist claiming my behaviour was normal, he replied: “I know, but seeing as you’re hospitalized I feel the need to prescribe medication”. I refused to follow this retarded logic.
They also wrote down all my stalkers’ comments in my files as if they were facts.
They administered the medication by force. I will burn the entire clinic to the ground.
May I add they did not write this incident in my files, thinking they can get away with it.
My stalkers should have been reported to the police by my employer, but my little brother nosed in the files as he worked there and claimed that as there was nothing in the files, I must be insane. However it was the police once again not doing their job.
Meanwhile no one from my personal life has understood what has been going on since my first blackouts. But you can’t really expect ordinary people to understand. The GGZ gets paid for this but they just write random bullshit in your files to get money from the insurance company, as they confirm they do themselves. All mental health care professionals just write random shit to get money from the insurance company. There are no laboratory tests so it is hard to make an assessment, but it is also impossible to disprove an assessment.
These are the facts. Contradicting these facts is a provocation. I am not some John Nash without teeth.
I spoke to another GGZ employee and she told me the people from “jelgerhuis” looked at her as if she was some kind of monkey as well. Those people are not sane anymore.
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