My psychiatric ‘condition'

I have been diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome.

Due to frequent misrepresentation, both by main stream media and by youtube entrepeneurs, I am posting this video. It is pretty good and positive.

I would like to stress that I have had neurological problems with change in the form of blackouts. It’s not that I don’t like change, my brain can’t deal with it very well due to the amount of details my brain processes. It is not a matter of liking or other sort of preference. It is a matter of capacity.

Basically what I run into is:

  1. Severe change causes blackouts since 1999 (1995, 19961999, 2006, 2013)
  2. I get emotional and get struck by fear attack(s)
  3. Psychopaths get triggered into action and create a huge mess
  4. GGZ Friesland comes up with a diagnosis: ‘schizophrenia’, thereby putting the blame for the mess on me.
  5. If I complain more, police put me in a cell and threaten to put me in again afterwards.

So far it seems that my current medicine prevents the blackouts. If I do get a fear attack, which I didn’t last time due to the medicine, I can lie down in bed until it passes and reduce the mess. Police have been reprimanded. Not sure about psychiatrists.

Still, I am trying to get rid of psychopaths.

Because I do not reciprocate, I cannot be bribed.

Other people might reciprocate though, so be advised.

Video posted on the assumption it is not monetized.

© Koos Swart 2013